i wish you were here, wrapped up in my arms, your voice a quiet reassurance against the weight in my chest. telling me that everything will be okay, that i'll be okay. you're the only one who could convince me .

I miss your face. I miss the way the sparkle of your eyes and your smile sync up something in my heart. I miss the way your voice instantly pulls at my soul. Like I can’t focus on anything else if you’re in the room. I miss our all day talks. I miss the feeling of you and me. I miss feeling complete. I miss feeling like there’s nothing we couldn’t do together, and how everything we do together is so, so much better.

I miss you. I always miss you.

i miss you endlessly. yayy

I wish we weren’t both girls so it wouldn’t be as complicated. You’re too shy and I’m too scared

I don’t know who needs to hear this, but in a healthy relationship, your feelings should never be a debate. If something hurts you, it matters. Your partner’s role isn’t to argue about whether you should feel a certain way or to dismiss your emotions. Their role is to listen, to understand, and to do better in the future. Healthy love isn’t about being right all the time. It’s about being kind, compassionate, and learning how to care for each other in ways that make you both feel valued and respected. 

If your partner is only interested in defending their actions or minimizing your experience, it can make you feel small, unheard, and alone, even when you’re together. That’s not how it should be. In a real, loving relationship, your partner will "want" to know what bothers you because they’ll care about your happiness. They’ll listen because they respect you, and they’ll work to grow alongside you. 

And yes, sometimes they’ll mess up, but the difference is—they’ll own it. They'll acknowledge when they've caused pain, and they'll make the effort not to repeat it. Because in love, making each other feel safe and understood is far more important than being “right” or winning an argument. Remember, love is not a battlefield. It’s a space where both people should feel seen and supported, not where one has to constantly defend their emotions. A good partner doesn’t gaslight you into believing your feelings are invalid; they stand beside you, ready to face the discomfort and work together to build something stronger.

If you’re in a relationship where your partner listens, values your emotions, and tries to avoid hurting you in the future, hold on to that. That’s what a healthy relationship looks like.

If not, maybe it’s time to reflect on whether you’re being honored in the way you deserve. You are worthy of love that doesn’t dismiss your heart. You deserve someone who cherishes your feelings, not someone who makes you question their validity. Keep that in mind, because at the end of the day, love should always feel like a safe place to land. ♥️🥹

If you go to McDonald's and order red wine they won't give it to you, not because it's a difficult request, but because you're in the wrong place. We're not talking about red wine.

People are going to figure out that I loved you, if they haven’t already

No matter how cool I try to play it, my feelings for you probably show in all sorts of tiny ways

I see you.

Not just in passing glances or fleeting moments,

but in the way your kindness lingers,

in the weight you carry without complaint,

in the quiet battles you fight when no one is looking.

I see the way you pour into others,

even when your own cup runs low.

The way you smile through exhaustion,

offering light without asking for any in return.

You are more than the burdens you bear,

more than the doubts that whisper late at night.

Strength and softness live in you,

woven together in a way few take the time to notice.

But I notice.

And if ever you need reminding of your worth,

of the goodness you bring to this world,

just know—there is someone who sees.

i hate you. i hate you for making me miss you, yet, i never had you. how could i miss someone i never had? i miss texting you, and i know i can’t anymore. i hate you for that. your notification is the first thing i look for when i open my phone. you constantly haunt my mind, and i don’t know what to do. i know these feelings won’t pass, because you’ve always had them. it’s always been you, the one i look for when i first enter campus, the person i seek for when i need advice. but, i know i can’t have you anymore, and it sucks. i hate you but, i’ll always love you.

i’m sorry. i’m sorry for looking for you everywhere i go. i’m sorry for rereading our messages back, even when i knew you didn’t want the same things i did. i hope you know you’re an amazing person, that you’re bright, and have such an amazing future ahead of you. please never regret any decision you make in the future, and never doubt yourself. i wish the best for you, and i hope you’re happy. i hope when she has you, she laughs at your jokes like i did, notices the way you fidget with your fingers when you’re nervous, watches how when you laugh, you smirk right after. the way you consume my mind is like no other, and i pray that you never find out how i feel. and the way i constantly bring you up in conversations that have nothing to do with you, and how my friends begin to stare at me in an odd manner with how much i mention you. despite this, i’ll learn how to distance myself from you. i’m sorry. i’m sorry for ever loving you, for ever staying up with you on late nights, for ever listening to you when you cried. that intimacy was never reserved for me, and we both knew it. we both knew that it wouldn’t be me at the end of the day, and it would be the one whose name was brought up in our conversations. the one in which the “i miss you”’s were directed to, yet i stuck around. and i guess, i’ll always regret sticking around. and i’m sorry.

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