Dear You,

Today's full moon reminds me that no matter where we are, we still gaze up at the same sky and wish on every star to be one step closer to being together. I made a playlist for us as a sweet reminder of all the music that reminds me of you. I hope you'll like it whenever I get to share it with you :')

There are days when you're in the back of my mind, and nights where I can't sleep unless I'm comforted by the thought of you by my side. Wherever you are, I hope you're safe and healthy... our journeys will lead us to each other and when life gets tough, that will always be the sliver of hope I hang on tightly to.

I am so immeasurably in love with you, I wonder if you can feel it permeate throughout the cosmos. If only you knew how much you mean to me. I promise to continue working on myself/my career, as well as prioritize my wellbeing (hopefully you do the same!) I can't wait to feel your warm embrace as we share a passionate kiss. Until then, I love you and believe in you so much. Forevermore.

Love, Me

Honestly i've liked you from the first day i saw you, getting up the courage to talk to you and get your contact was the bravest thing i've ever done but i cant bring myself to ask you to be mine. I'm not sure how you feel about me but honestly i am taken away with you. Your eyes. Your smile. Your brains. Just. everything. when you dont reply it crushes me because im scared you're talking to other people, because who wouldnt want you lets be honest? maybe one day i'll be brave enough to tell you how i feel straight out and see how you feel but until that day. In another life dummy.

I will never be able to tell you this. But the moment I saw you, I...felt something different. I felt the instant connection with you.

All these years, I really did like you. Maybe even more than “liked” you. But that is the end of it all, isnt it. I don’t even know if we ever see each other again. Even if we do, it won’t change anything

I hope you are happy

is it possible that we are compatible in every way humanly possible? I’m starting to think so...

If I was in a room with all the people I’ve ever met in my life....

You would be the only one I look for.....

I love that focused frown you get when you solve tiny little problems. I love seeing your hands move, and your eyes sharpen in concentration.

I love the way you look at me like I light up your life. I know you enjoy seeing it when I get excited about something. Your amused and fond laughter give it all away.

I love it when, in my dreams, this means you like me too. More than just your best friend.

I can’t deny that a big part of who I am today is thanks to you. Sometimes we just need something to believe in and hope for. Even if it doesn’t turn out the way we hoped it would. Even if it turned out not to even be what you thought it was. For a moment, I needed you. I needed to see you and feel something to get me out of the haze. You woke me up and gave me something to look forward to. I pushed and pushed because I wanted you. In the end, I got what I needed the most. I got myself and the life I deserve. Maybe when this life is over you’ll know what sort of impact you had on me. I fell for you because you really are a good person. I felt strong enough to be me because you’re you. Thank you.

I know she will never see this but I need to get how I truly feel about her off of my chest. She is stunningly beautiful, intelligent, hard working, family oriented, and has one of the best senses of humor I have ever come across. I would love to spend every waking moment with her and I could listen to her talk about her interests all day and night. I would love to travel, get married, raise a family together and grow old. But she doesn’t look at me the same as I do to her, so my thoughts will remain here....sigh...

it breaks my heart that our only form of communication has become the sidebar that shows what we're listening to on Spotify. i hope you're reading into mine as much as i'm reading into yours.


If I got you alone..

Oh man, if I got you alone.. the things I would do to you.

I would completely overwhelm you with uncomfortable eye contact, awkward silence and poorly placed pauses, overshare information about past traumas, break down your zodiac sign and compliment you in a somewhat sarcastic, insulting way, then laugh and profusely apologize for all of it.

And I’d never talk to you again.