You know what pisses me off? Unrequited love. It just pisses me off to complete extremes and I hate it. Why is it that awesome people fall for people that don't appreciate how awesome they are? How can so much love and adoring go unnoticed by people? It just isn't fair. I pined after this guy for like two years, and I mean, I got him (by some legitimate miracle) and I'm happy, but I feel for other people, and I know what it's like. Like it sucks. Like it really sucks. There are some really cool people out there who deserve better than unrequited love. Like you! You deserve so much better than wanting a person that isn't worth how amazing you are, or isn't smart enough to realize that you're probably the most perfect person for them because you're just the most perfect person for anyone because you're amazing. So there. You rock and they suck. Rant over. I'm gonna go call my poor, unsuspecting boyfriend who has to deal with my rants and rant about this some more because I'm mad for y'all.
i remember it. i remember feeling all these feelings and not knowing what to do.
people say i'm crazy for wanting you, or liking you. so i don't tell them anymore. i keep it inside.
is it crazy that i see the pimple on your cheek, and remember a time when i had lots of acne, and i sympathize with you so much that i go so far as to believe that your pimple is cute. your pimple is cute. is this love?
"If every young lady worked harder on appreciating the young man for who he is and admiring him for his strengths,
the friendzone would lose a lot of its population."
- My grandma (married for 60 years).
So I'm studying sleeping patterns and we had to film ourselves sleeping.
Apparently, I talk in my sleep.
I just say your name. Over and over.
To the big dude up in the sky-
I know we've had our differences.
I'm not a perfect child.
I've doubted you, questioned you and mocked you,
so I know I am the last person that you would want to do a favor for.
But I am really kinda hoping that this thing works out.
so, um, I guess, I'm that greedy kid who is only nice when she wants something, but if I could have your blessing, it would mean alot.
I saw you watching me through the reflection. The expression on your face was heart-stopping. How much longer can this remain hidden?
Under the surface?
Sometimes your heart can break without that special someone breaking it. It can crack at the sight of seeing your best friend full on sobbing, or tear at the sound of someone's voice cracking right before they start to cry. It can shatter watching your friend lay in their hospital bed, wires and tubes hooked up to their arms and nose. Your heart is a fragile thing. And anyone you care about can break it.
I don't want to be too careful. I don't want to avoid having fun because I know it's going to end at some point.
that's why I have to live in the now. that's why right now is the only thing that matters. right now.
I'm only here for this moment.
She's the kind of girl that should only exist in the pages of a book or on a silver screen. She's Alaska Young and Summer Finn.
She's impossibly imperfect but perfectly amazing. Her laugh alone is full of more life than some people will know in a year. Her smile makes the sun look dim her rare tears could break the quiet moon's heart. Every day is an adventure for her. She doesn't just exist, she really lives with every breath and every word.
She genuinely belives that there's no need to worry, because life always works out in the end. She sees the best in people, even in the ones who've hurt her. She's unbelievably modest for someone so incredible. Her actions are selfless and her light infects everyone around her.
She's the kind of girl who doesn't exist in real life, but she does. She's heartbreakingly real and even dreams don't do her justice. She's better than paper or film could ever portray because she's real.
It will be by chance that we meet, I can feel it in my bones. While sipping my Tim Horton's coffee I realize that I will have to get out of London, my comfort zone. Maybe outside the province, for who knows? Maybe she's waiting for me in another country.
Only time will tell