i don't even know who i like anymore cause i'm scared i'll need the options because no one will want to be with me.
i love it when you yawn right after me,
because that just means you were looking at me.
Yawns are contagious. praise the lord.<3
dear you,
last year i told your best friend that i liked you. it took him minutes to tell everyone else.. including you. i didn't care though. you were one of my best friends. you made me laugh and smile ridiculously. we had fun together.
after you found out, we didn't talk for a couple of days. we got back in the swing of things the next week and pretended like nothing happened, and it was fine. when we weren't outside of school, everything was great. but deep down it was obvious that i still had feelings for you and it was driving us apart.
this summer, i got over you. clearly, you didn't like me back but everyone said you just weren't brave enough to make a move. everyone said we'd be a perfect couple. why couldn't you see it? i wasn't planning on waiting around forever.
then, i saw you again this year. at lunch. and we made eye contact. in those seconds, i fell in love with you again. you're unintentionally hilarious and you're brilliantly smart and you kind of have that you're-so-awkward-it's-endearing thing going on for you.
if you like me, ask me to homecoming. i still like you. i think we could work.
I say catty things about you behind your back because I'm terribly in love with you, and I think you're out of my league. I do it out of despair because I've never been able to let myself hope.
I'm so ashamed of acting like this. I'm going to try my damnedest not to do it anymore.
You're perfect or something... and that's all I'm looking for.
Dear you,
I'm patient. I know you're out there.
When we finally meet, it'll be amazing. We'll never want to leave each other's side, we'll spend hours on the phone saying how much we miss each other. We'll have long walks on the beach, we'll spend time making each other laugh. You'll come up with cheesy things to say that will make me smile all day long. Most importantly, you'll love me for who I am, inside and out.
I can't wait.
Yours truly,
me.
Never ever ever ever will I obsess over a guy ever again. Always ends terribly.
But sir, if you are out there somewhere....the one that will treat me different than any other guy has. The one that is actually not a douchebag. Well then you can pop up whenever you want.
Sincerely,
sad/confused teenager