I've never been so depressed in my entire life.

Dear mine,

wish i could have seen u in all you funny glory, but i go to a different school, so I'm screwed.  I know u probably don't think about me as much as i think about you, but i cannot thinking about your eyes, your laugh... most of all i can't stop thinking about your smile, and how u make me smile. So please just keep talking... I miss you when we don't...

 

As always,

Yours 

T,

 im sorry nothing real happened between us

im sorry i was suh an idiot

im sorry for all those times we both felt like dying

im sorry we never gonna see eachother again

im sorry i never spoke up

im sorry for all those times you started walking towards me and i ran like a child

im sorry for all the times you wrote things online.. like when you said you were  ''lonely'' and i did nothing but reply to my computer screen

im sorry for breaking your heart

im sorry for breaking my heart

but mostly im sorry for me.. cause i'll never get to know what it would have been to be with you.

and that will forever haunt me and kill me.. im so fucking sorry

I haven't visited in a while.

Partially becasue things are going somewhat good.

I came across a screen shot.

The list line reads...

"... I love you baby, I hope I'll always be your sunshine."

 

I've known you for nine days.

[you already set my soul on fire]

 

 

you left me at the alter. /:

why wont you ask me to homecoming, everyone knows i'd say yes.

i dont believe in 11:11, birthday wishes, or shooting stars anymore. ive been wishing for you for months, & none of them have come true.

when you smile the whole world stops and stares for a while.