I've gone without contact for a while now. Feels like I’m journaling some desert trek. I often ask myself if you were my oasis.
I said maaaaybeeeeee.....
fr, though, I miss you.
not a crush but a friend.
you say goodnight, and you say goodbye, but how come im still seeing you online half an hour later? i swear im not clingy, but was it me?
im sorry that i made most of my mistakes with you and now im doing it right with other people. i truly am.
im not coming back to someone who thinks all of these negative and untrue things about me. think before you write. not for any posts here.
You’re not hard to love because I love you, but sometimes you like to make my life more difficult
this isn’t really the site for it I know but I have no one else to tell this to.
I have a cat who I’ve owned for maybe 3 years now, she came with a sister, they were tighter than tight absoulote bestfriends. her sister got hit by a car and passed a year after getting them I miss her so much. my mum said the other day how she’s surprised our cat went so well with her sisters loss. I never realised it till then but my cat and I bonded over it, she couldn’t go ten minutes without meowing and panicking to find me. I was her safe place. she stuck to me like glue, I was her safety, her favourite thing. we almost lost her a few weeks ago due to reckless driving aswell, and the first place she came after being hit was straight to my room, she waited at my door (I had an outside room) until I realised she was there and she came and sat on my lap blood dripping everywhere. she’s okay, maybe a bit of a messed up jaw but she is okay now.
Sorry for the rant but I needed to tell someone or something, this cat has saved me in so many ways and I’m hoping I saved her aswell.
Oh, Peter. Here we are again, after all this time.
You told me you thought I had changed my mind, that I was cold and distant, that it was a bad idea, it would never work out for us. You say you want to be friends with me, but darling, how do you expect me to do that? I feel so sad, and crushed. I look around the house and every single thing reminds me of you. I go outside and all I see is a city paved with memories of us together. How can I forget? How did you move on? I remember your soft gaze, the way you laughed a little too loud at the movies, how you embraced me and hold my hands, how you would pick out crumbs, or flower petals out of my hair, without taking your eyes away from me. And the way you smiled. Oh, the way you smiled.