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I think abt you anytime I listen to cas or tv girl, I think abt you anytime it rains, I think abt you anytime I see ur favourite color. I think abt you when im praying, and then I tell God abt you.
You only seem to think of me when ur high.
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every since my last situationship who I genuinely loved (nov 2023) he broke my heart badly, he was my firsts. i now have never become attached or liked anyone nearly as much as I did to him. Guys are just irrelevant to me now, I had one crush months after him and talked for a while but he started just not being active for days. he was the only other guy I was attached to. now I just can’t look at anyone else the same as I did for them.
is this normal?
i thought tht im finally moving on from you but here i am wanting to vent out everything on you but i couldnt! how many years this has been!!!! fml
you were the one who set my standards. but also the one who broke me way worse than anyone has.
My brother physically abused me for 18 years, hit his first girlfriend Tara and he’s the one with a spouse, job and friends.
-to johhan
I dont even know where to start but all i can say is that i wish you know i like you. I always had. The moment i saw your silly smile and your love for photography i felt something in my heart. If you ever do read this. Just know that you have a special place in my heart. But i dont think we were meant to be. Maybe in another life?
If you ever read this Max L. I hope you'll know that i had always cared about you. Even with your old stupid ideas and that silly smile i used to adore...i miss the old u. I fucking hate the new person you are. I will never forgive you for what you have done and all the shit you have said behind my back.
I love you, Emily. You're my bestest friend. You're amazing; I can't even decide what I feel.
But, I'm scared you wouldn't love me back. It hurts knowing that is probably the answer.
I know you'd never look at me the same.
You told me you loved me then you ghosted me. I don’t understand why I can’t be enough for you. You stick out to me like Blood in the snow. Like A Red moon in a sky full of stars. Your eyes are as gorgeous as the northern lights. Every time I look into them I get lost, even if it’s just pictures of them. You’re as perfect as a frank ocean or Mac Demarco song. Yet I’ve learned to keep my thoughts and feelings to myself for now on.
When I used to think about you I’d get butterflies and fireworks in my stomach, my heart would flutter, my eyes would dilute, and I’d smile ear to ear. But now..now when I think about you my heart drops, my smile disappears and a frown replaces it. My eyes rain and my mind clouds. I hate that I love you, but I also can’t help it. I hate that I can’t have you, And i hate that I feel this way about you, It’s as if I wish I never met you.
You remind me of;
“Heart to heart” ~ (M.D)
( 0:00-0:20) ~ Ivy (F.O)
(0:50-1:00) ~ Pink Matter (F.O)
“White Ferrari” ~ (F.O)
“I Wait for you”~ (A.G)
“Jealous” (EyeDress)
Anyways I know you’ll never see this.. but I Wish you well.
Love, The Girl With The Pretty Brown Eyes.