Dear LH, Please don’t leave me hanging, not knowing if we’re going to chill or not, all I wanted was to give you your Christmas presents. :( I made you a collage and bought you Perspective as Symbolic form..I could either send it to you or deliver it in person..now what am I going to do?? Sigh*
yours truly N.F.
I didn’t realize it was possible to want someone so much. Or. I did, I guess. I just didn’t think it would ever happen to me.
I want to talk to you. I want to know you, to laugh with you and share more than the fleeting glances and jokes and brief exchanges we have now.
Every new thing I discover about you just intensifies it. Yesterday wasn’t even anything special, but spending that time with you in a small group had my head spinning. we weren’t even alone. Why are you doing this to me, N? Do you feel any of this, or am I just delusional. I need to know.
-A.
Can I tell a guy to stop checking me out because it makes me uncomfortable?
Hey,
I was never built for this work you know. I just don’t work right. Damn it I never had a chance. It’s better to drown in work. atleast I won’t have to think about all my Frustrations.
-writer slightly losing it
God, I can't do this anymore. I don't feel like there is a purpose for me these days or anyone who needs me. Would you please just let me die and go home? I have nothing left. I gave everything and no one seems to want to give back. Help me find the strength to press on or let me come home. Please
I am hurting. Badly. I don't know how to explain it to you. I just don't see a place for me in your life anymore. I had one but it's like that door closed in front of my face and left me outside while everyone else made it in... but you're still holding onto me. Either let me go or be the one to reopen the door because right now, you're killing me.
I guess I can't really blame you for not being brave; I'm not brave either. I wish one of us was.
-DizzyMoon