How on earth do I confess my love for you? Especially after all these years.
There are alot of sickos and narcissist on the spider web. I have seen bots on here, and social engineering is a thing. I'm not a hostile person, but I see so much hostility on here. I guess that should be expected, or perceived as predictable.
I’m wanting you in my arms tonight but I know it’s not the right time. I need you to figure out your on and off situation before I can even let you into my life. I can be a lot sometimes and it’ll take some time before I can even trust you.
Watching a Breakdown of "Auntie Diaries" by a Trans-Woman
https://youtu.be/r0GXnjhBHgo?t=1339
Auntie Diaries, Kendrick Lamar
https://youtu.be/-vrhf1P9zwc
- AnonIM
Now that I am forced to deal with my current relationship and I know for a fact I am leaving him this year, I almost don’t even think of you at all. You really were a distraction keeping me from facing my problems. I literally feel nothing for you. Incredible.
Is this all a dream? The facts lean in that direction, although I felt like we had moments in person, and I felt like we had moments shadow texting, I still think this is all in my head. It's not real, well except for Abby, but does that make it real?
Either way, I finally installed my washing machine I bought from ~2 years ago today, progress ?♀️?! I also mowed about 35% of my lawn (mostly the front). Instead of celebrating today, I did things that I should have already done. Growth ?♀️?!
I think I might be moving back into my "Primary" Bedroom. I just have to primarily get a new King Size mattress. That shouldn't be too difficult. I also need to get a new Bed Pad, I guess that's what it's called. Maybe I'll get one of those at Lenox tomorrow. I wonder if they have a Willy's there, because that would be perfect for my current diet.
Im trying to talk to other people to forget about you but its not working at all.