This conversation with myself keeps happening. Please take control of this before I drive myself crazy.

"Should I just go for it?

He's kind of a flirt.

But he's so nice and cute.

He's a freshman. That's a two year difference.

But he's tall, so it makes up for his age.

He's not the serious type, it won't last.

But he's funny and he could be a great friend.

You know you want it to be more than that.

So, what if I do?

...."

I always get stuck right about here.  What happens next?