It's difficult when you meet someone that you just know you've hopelessly fallen for.

You're just friends, she's with somebody else.

You see her almost every day. She gives you that smile, that one you're absolutely in love with.

She looks at you with those beautiful eyes, talking about something silly, in that way that she always does. You swear that you're trying to listen to what she's saying intently, but you're lost in those eyes. And that face. You swear to god that only an angel can look this beautiful, every single day.

She confides in you with personal things, she trusts you. She tells you things that she wouldn't just tell anybody. You love this, because it's like she knows that you appreciate her friendship. She sees the good in you, and brings it out of you, in a way you didn't think you could anymore.

When you see her, you imagine what it would be like if you were the lucky man who was with her. You don't imagine big things...just little things. Like, maybe her curling up next to you at a bonfire and feeling her head upon your chest. Or seeing her pretty face first thing in the morning, giving her a kiss on the forehead, holding her tightly.

You just knew when you met her that you were going to fall for her. You didn't know where this feeling came from. You hadn't felt it in a long time, maybe never in fact. But you knew she was going to mean something to you, in some way. Like you had crossed paths in life for a reason. And you used to never believe in that kind of thing.

Seeing it build into a true friendship was beautiful. It was something you hoped for, hoping you would get to know her, to truly learn who this person was. She's been hurt, she's been broken, she's had such a difficult path in life. That didn't change how you felt about her, for she is a kind, sweet, beautiful person. And that is all that matters to you.

You can't help but notice that the person she is with takes her for granted. He seems to do everything he can to lose her. You can't imagine ever taking her for granted. You can't imagine not cherishing this person for all that she is, every day. You hope maybe you will get a chance to show her this someday. But you don't want to see her heart broken by this person...you want her to be happy.

Mainly, you can't help but feel thankful for having met this person. For having had a connection with such a beautiful soul. You never could have imagined meeting someone this special. And it is difficult to see her so often, and know that she is with someone else. But you still appreciate this girl for all that she is. And you know that if she keeps smiling at you in that way that only she can, things will be OK.

 

 

 

 

22 comments add comment

10 years ago
Wow. This is so sweet... We have such a similar writing style.. And even if I'm not the one you were writing about, I would love to get to know you.
10 years ago
Are you from ny
10 years ago
are your initials by any chance F.S?
10 years ago
This is beautiful. Please tell her eventually, though. She has to know, even if she doesn't feel the same. She has to know that there is someone who cares about her this much.
10 years ago
Please let her know. She needs you to point her in the right direction.
10 years ago
This is so wonderful, so pure! I know what it feels like, writing something so heartfelt like this and post it on the internet where a lot of people will be able to see it, but not the one we wrote it for. Just so you know, I would love to know someone cares about me this much. Just enough to write me something like this (:
  • m
10 years ago
am i the only one who thought of jim and pam when reading this. well i am a crazy office freak so probably...anyway this is adorable
  • WallFlower
10 years ago
I would heart this a million times if I could. I love this.
10 years ago
This is me..and my best friend only flipped. I like him and have told him and he says he has liked me before but wants to just stay friends because our friendship is so tightly knit and we are so close. You should send this to her. It would make things more complicated but if you guys are as close as my friend and I are, she will understand.
  • Writer
10 years ago
Wow...I totally forgot about writing this and now I just see it on the front page of LTC....thank you for the kind words guys....I did admit to her that I had feelings for her, but I wasn't able to tell her in detail exactly how I feel about her. It was a quick thing where I came clean to her about my feelings and she thanked me for my honesty and we have been able to remain good friends since...but I do hope that sometime soon I can tell her some of the things that I described in this letter...
10 years ago
By any chance, does your initials start with F?
10 years ago
Did you also write this? http://letterstocrushes.com/letter/475439
  • Writer
10 years ago
I did write that as well :)....how'd you know? lol
10 years ago
can you please tell us what your initials are?
  • Writer
10 years ago
Well I'm almost 100 percent sure that the person I wrote this about does not go on this site lol...
10 years ago
No, I'm talking about you.
  • Writer
10 years ago
Yeah, that's what I'm saying. I'm pretty sure this person doesn't go on this site so it probably wouldn't matter what my initials are lol...
10 years ago
Ok, I'm going to assume your an adult, that will put my mine at ease.
  • Writer
10 years ago
Well yeah, I'm 23 :)
10 years ago
Ok, thanks! Awesome letter, btw.
  • Writer
10 years ago
Thank you :)
  • anonymous lover
9 years ago

<3

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