"I get worried about being a good dad sometimes." He said absent mindedly 

"Oh?" I asked.

"Yeah, will I not spend enough time with my kids? Will I not discipline them right...?"

I stared at him.

"I think you'd be a good father."

He smiled and shrugged, then changed the topic.

I didn't hear to what though. I was too busy staring at the positive test on my desk that he knew nothing about.