It's sad when someone can be standing five feet away from you, but might as well be 5,000 miles away.
It's sad when that person once meant something to you, and now you can barely muster up a "hello" when you see them.
Deep down, I want her to know that I miss talking to her and that I don't know why I'm so distant. We had a deep connection. And for some reason that has always made me act in a way around her that not even I can understand.
Maybe it's because she makes me feel vulerable. Maybe it's because I want her to be mine so badly and can't have her. Maybe it's my way of shielding myself from thinking about all of the things I love about her, which in turn makes me feel pain because we can only be friends.
I'm sorry. I don't know if you even care anymore, and I wouldn't blame you if you don't. But I just want you to know that I do miss our friendship, and that I truly believe you're one of the most precious girls on this earth. I'm lucky that I met you. If I can never put this friendship back together, I just want you to know that I enjoyed every second of the laughs, talks and that smile of yours that will forever be cherished in my memory. I'm glad I got to know those layers of you that you would only reveal to a select few people. Your secrets were safe with me, always.
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