It's sad when someone can be standing five feet away from you, but might as well be 5,000 miles away.

It's sad when that person once meant something to you, and now you can barely muster up a "hello" when you see them.

Deep down, I want her to know that I miss talking to her and that I don't know why I'm so distant. We had a deep connection. And for some reason that has always made me act in a way around her that not even I can understand.

Maybe it's because she makes me feel vulerable. Maybe it's because I want her to be mine so badly and can't have her. Maybe it's my way of shielding myself from thinking about all of the things I love about her, which in turn makes me feel pain because we can only be friends.

I'm sorry. I don't know if you even care anymore, and I wouldn't blame you if you don't. But I just want you to know that I do miss our friendship, and that I truly believe you're one of the most precious girls on this earth. I'm lucky that I met you. If I can never put this friendship back together, I just want you to know that I enjoyed every second of the laughs, talks and that smile of yours that will forever be cherished in my memory. I'm glad I got to know those layers of you that you would only reveal to a select few people. Your secrets were safe with me, always.

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  • anonymous lover
9 years ago

You should talk to her

  • anonymous lover
9 years ago

Try to fix it, for the love of anything.

  • anonymous lover
9 years ago

lol i'm in literally the exact same situation but the other side. tell her what you wrote here. she probably has no idea you feel this way and is equally hurt. don't play it cool this time.

  • anonymous lover
9 years ago

If you miss her enough and she was important to you, then you cant just give up! It sounds cliche, but you dont have forever in this life and you need to cherish and keep those people that you connect with, soul to soul. It doesnt happen every day and this life is meant to be enjoyed and for you to be surrounded by those you love. Be selfish and dont think about bothering her, because you cant just assume her perspective. She might miss you just as much and think about you every day.

  • anonymous lover
9 years ago

tell her! she may be feeling the exact same way and not know how to tell you. good luck x

  • anonymous lover
9 years ago

Initials?

  • redcheeks
9 years ago

Tell her you miss her, please, just give it a shot. You have nothing to lose! But remember that if you don't tell her, you could lose her forever. Take a chance.

  • anonymous girl
9 years ago

That must be a lucky girl. I wish someone felt the same way about me but unfortunately not.

I'm so easy to let go of, yet some people I meet take so long to leave my mind and heart.

  • hlj
9 years ago

My situation is like this, except I'm the girl. Tell her, be vulnerable. Take a chance, man. We only get this life once, so don't waste it!!

  • anonymous lover
9 years ago

I know how it feels from the girl's point of view. unless you take a chance to talk to her she'll escape your fingertips thinking you dont care. go get her

  • Beatle
9 years ago

I think you should really tell her this. Looking at it from a point of view similar from hers if you don't say anything she'll think you don't care. It's best to talk to her ASAP.

  • Writer
9 years ago

Thank you for the support guys. I'm trying each day to make it happen again.

  • anonymous lover
9 years ago

Initials? It would really help me tbh, sorry to bother you, Writer

  • H
9 years ago

This reminds me of how I feel about a certain very special guy that I last saw 9 years ago. I will never forget his sweet smile.. never forget the sense of comfort yet extreme attraction I felt for him. I can still remember to this day the moment our eyes locked.. I could look into his eyes forever. . He moved and I never got a chance to tell him what he meant to me.. and how special of a man he is to me. I just haven't had the courage to send him a letter, so this is the closest I have to getting how I feel off my chest. I miss him deeply and felt we connected on so many levels.. some of them at a soul level and have yet to experience anything even close to it to this day. He is truly a special man and I hope he knows this.. I miss him and he will always remain in my deepest thoughts. I think I may have to find a way to write to him this year..

  • E
9 years ago

Tell her. Please tell her. Just tell her.

  • j
9 years ago

..initials?

  • icey
9 years ago

I wish that this was written for me. This is my exact situation but I'm on the other side.

  • sarahsmiles
9 years ago

tell her please

  • same
9 years ago

I feel just the same, but with a boy. I miss him so much

  • red13
9 years ago

She still cares. She misses those talks and laughs too. It's as hard for her as it is for you. She's trying to protect herself from the same feelings you have. By being silent she thinks you don't care, that you've moved on. Show her you care. Talk to her, even if it's just,hey how's life?

  • Goodbye girl
9 years ago

aw. thats so me right there...

i told my friend that i had a crush on her. unfortunately it end up awkward..i stayed away from her since then..then got over her, our friendship is drifting apart since then its sucks.

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