there was this boy. i thought about him so darn much that i started writing down every time i thought about him. I had this sticky note and i'd catch him on my mind and i'd look at the clock and write the time down. i had over 200 times written down for 3 days.

i really like this guy. and i'm still too afraid to tell him now but i want to be able to tell him a few years down the road if we're still close. so, i found an old composition book and wrote him letters everyday, telling him how much i loved him or what he did that day that pissed me off. it was like a special diary that i kept, and i've learned so much about myself by rereading them. write them down and keep them in a safe place. it'll mean a lot in a few more years.