I'm tired of the embarrassment that comes when we make eye contact. I'm tired of the nervousness that ensues right before I see you. I'm tired of the shame that I feel when you ignore me.

I'm tired of it all. I need you. I need your warmth, I need your care, I fucking need you. I'm so fucking exhausted of these games that we play. 

And God, do I wish I could say that I'm done. But never, not in a million years, could I say that. I know that in the next week I'll fall in love with you all over again, because it's never over with me.

8 comments add comment

  • cal
8 years ago

do you need the person or do you want him/her?

  • hlj
8 years ago

I feel this on the deepest level.

  • alice
8 years ago

I can only hope that this is how he feels about me.

  • Julia
8 years ago

I seriously thought I wrote this. This is basicaly my life in a nutshell.

  • ellen
8 years ago

Citerar du Håkan så borde deu snart vara på god väg. Han har alltid hjälpt mig. Kram

  • jk
8 years ago

I relate on this. I'll repost it on facebook.

  • jess
8 years ago

wow. reading this, killed me. love sucks.

  • anonymous lover
8 years ago

This is what im feeling right now. Thank you for putting them into words

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