Oh, lord in heaven above, what have I done? 

This wasn't supposed to happen. Now I wish he'd gone home earlier. All we were doing was talking. But, God he's so sweet and adorable and he kept making me smile. 

We went to the park and talked more and kind of cuddled and it was lovely. I was so content in that moment, with my head on his shoulder. 

"This feels good," he commented. I smiled again. 

I have no idea if he was over me or not, but now I might be falling. 

ah help.