I'm terrified of love. It is an distorted concept to me. My mind is altered to believe love is conditional. Although I know in my heart it is not... I don't know how to use it correctly

Additionally, I am physically not able to love someone as much as they love me. I am in a constant state of malaise and irritability. I am weak and unstable and frightened. I need a hug, but at the same time, that's the last thing I need.


I am so scared.

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  • anonymous lover
8 years ago

wiwo

  • Hera
8 years ago

You will. Love yourself, please. I believe you thought that you didn't deserve anyone because of your imperfections or maybe you have an experience of something terrifying but each of us belongs to one mate in this world. Don't force yourself to fall in love. Just wait until you didnt realise that you have been loving them sincerely. If my mom can loves my dad with all of her honesty, I believe you can do so. Smile. Oh yeah, listen to Jls "Baby take a chance on me" maybe its the same situation as you.

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