i told him i was asexual today, and i couldn't stop apoligizing.

i was sure he was going to leave.

i mean- what are the chances of someone actually wanting to be with a girl who doesn't like sex? doesn't want to have sex?

but he just stared at me, confused.

i was about to explain what "asexual" meant, guessing that he didn't know, but then he cut me off.

"i'm actually a bit offended that you think you have to apologize for this. and whether you like it or not, i love you and i'm not going anywhere."

he never told me he loved me before.

i said it back, apologizing for apologizing until he cut me off by engulfing me in the biggest hug ever.

fuck, i'm lucky.