Today was the day that I stood next to you in our local church and in front of all our family and friends.

I fixed your tie for you and pinned your cuff links while you commented on how beautiful I looked today. It was kinda funny that the guy who used to throw paper airplanes towards me back in primary school has become the person who constantly enchanted me most of my life.

I watched you as I marched down the aisle with a huge smile on my face with petunias, your favorite flower, adorning my hair. I've always dreamed of this moment to come and to see you waiting in front of the altar wearing a dashing suit made my fantasies even become more vivid.

I stood next to you in front of our family and friends with tears forming droplets in my eyes that I tried to hold back at each time.

I thought I was strong enough. I thought that I could be the perfect "best man" for you. I didn't know that watching you marry her would be this hard.

Today you got married and I wasn't the bride.

17 comments add comment

  • Turtle
8 years ago

Oh darling, you have made me cry. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

  • anonymous lover
8 years ago

Warm hugs to you.

  • anonymous lover
8 years ago

I've got the chills all over.

... Man.

  • anonymous lover
8 years ago

Oh, dear. I'm so sorry.

  • :(
8 years ago

You should've done something before it was too late.

  • anonymous lover
8 years ago

This hit me really really hard.

  • anonymous lover
8 years ago

I wasn't ready

  • anonymous lover
8 years ago

So sorry ;(

  • anonymous lover
8 years ago

I've been/am in a similar situation. My best advice for you would be to find comfort in his happiness, it made things easier for me at least.

  • Silent
8 years ago

Ever time I read this it breaks my heart over and over again.

Damn.

  • anonymous lover
8 years ago

Shit... hugs to you!

  • anonymous lover
8 years ago

my body wasn't ready for this

  • anonymous lover
8 years ago

this absolutely broke my heart

I am honestly so sorry.

  • - Kee
8 years ago

I'm so sorry love.

I can imagine your pain. I'm terribly sorry.

Your story has truly left me heartbroken, I hope you find endless and eternal joy and happiness.

I hope you find the love you deserve. :D

  • Sara
8 years ago

...I am so, so sorry. I know what it's like loving someone for most of your life, but I cannot imagine your pain going through this. Please, please stay strong love ♥

  • anonymous lover
8 years ago

IM BROKEN!

this absolutely wrecked me...

  • S
8 years ago

OH MY GOD.

BAWLING.

-S

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