To Lola,

What can I say to the girl I've lost. It's been just over a week since we both broke, but i know already you've moved past. I wonder oft if you think of me, knowing you don't but still hoping nonetheless. I see the apathy granted in mere hours, but still I hope. I hope what we had someday holds meaning. I hope that someday you miss me in your life. I hope that I am never forgotten.

You talk often of wanting someone sweet and kind. Someone to hold you in their arms. To love you. And I've never had the courage to say that that's all I ever wanted to be. That's all I ever wanted to do. But you never let me. All I wanted was to treat you like a Queen, my princess, my Cinderella. All I wanted was to hold you and call you mine. And it will always burn that you never let me be that for you.

with regret,

s