Hey man. I'm so sure I wouldn't be writing this to you if it weren't for the time and the cough syrup and my lack of sleep but man. Man. I love you. I am actively in love with you. Actively meaning putting time and effort and energy into being in love with you I love you. I think about grocery shopping with you. I think about a future with you. I think about our jobs and our mortgage and what i could do to make you happy. What I can do to make you happy. What can I do to make you happy? Man. Listen. Listen to how happy I am with you. See my smiles. Hear my laughter. Pay attention. Please. I am so active in this, this thing

Don't leave me hanging