Do you know what's really bad for your heart? All those mini heartbreaks.
Like that moment you realize a relationship or a friendship is ending. You realize how slowly it's dying without drama, without fights. And eventually it's just silence.
Or all those moments you realized that person wasn't "the one". All those moments combined. They accumulate.
What about that moment you remember something that used to matter to you? A dream or an object or a hobby. You wonder how you forgot about it. You remember what it made you feel, what it meant to you, but it's just a memory and the feelings are impossible to revive.
Or the very, very sad moment, you realize you have nothing to say to someone you used to talk to a lot.
I don't know man, these mini heartbreaks make my little heart very tired. When each of them happen they are barely worth any tears, but when I realize what they did to my heart, I'm overwhelmed with sadness. Because I know life is so full of them, and I don't have enough going on to make my heart feel fresh again.
I don't know.
I'm just sad.