I'm paralyzed by remembering. And I guess you're a nice, good holy man until it comes to this. And when you lose sight through some unforeseen pain, I hope someone is more forgiving than you ever will be. But I remember now, how I stuck up for you and the way you were once nice to me. But you win. I hope victory feels and tastes so good. I hope you read this. I hope you don't forget the good person I used to be. And you don't have to believe me, you have no reason to. But I swear it will always be you even though it is no longer me. And I'll remember you in the way summer felt and how going out of your way for your first time can change two peoples lives. I hope you're always happy, you obviously are. I hope no one ever takes you for granted like I did. And I promise I could never forget you even though you no longer care for those things. I thought I had been to hell and back with him but this is the winner. This is my final. And if you ever find it in you to need a friend, when life is getting you down, I'll always be here for you.

-Fatpos