I want to wake up and have someone be the first thing in my mind. Fall asleep thinking about them. Go through the day with them never leaving my mind, looking forward to the moment I can see them again. I want to be excited to live. I want to be there when they need me, just as they would be for me. I want to go through life with someone always by my side. I want this lonliness to be gone forever.

I want to feel those feelings of love that I have barely scratched the surface of, to explore those feelings, explore the world, explore ourselves with someone.


But is there a someone out there for me?

Or am I bound to lonlieness forever?

~Awkward Nerd

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  • tempest
6 years ago

There's multiple people out there for you! Don't give up hope!

Are you prepared to feel the bad with the good in the process? They make you excited to live but sometimes a night without them can see like years. Sometimes you're there for them and they will forget to be there for you in return.

Sometime being in love with someone is lonely. Love can be great but it can also have sharp edges.

  • Awkward Nerd
6 years ago

Yeah, love ain't just all the good parts, bad things tag along with everything. I'd like to say I'd be ready to deal with the bad as well, but I honestly don't know. I'll just have to find out if I find someone.

  • tempest
6 years ago

I wish you luck on your endeavor then! I guess only through time with love you'll be able to tell. I believe you will find someone! Sometimes the greatest love story that will happen to you is just a few hours away, you'll never know exactly when but it will happen. Believe and love and love will be given back.

Life has a silly way of working out and giving us what we want. I hope things work out for you!

  • Awkward Nerd
6 years ago

Thank you, tempest! I'll do my best, and I hope everything works out too.

  • a junior in college
6 years ago

awkward, I promise you will find someone when the time is right. These things happen when they're supposed to happen and i promise that will be when the right person comes along. :) You'll see. these things take time.

  • The Chem Prince
6 years ago

Thought the same thing in my life after every let down with previous girls. Then I met Bio Queen and I know how the bliss is of what you mentioned in your letter. But with everything beautiful, there is also pain that comes to it. It's isn't a fairytale and reality is always there to test and spar with you. When she left... I felt devastated. I'm still recovering from the grief and sorrow. I still love her tho, even tho it wasn't meant to be right now. Me and her always joked about reuniting in the afterlife. If that exists I'll see her again there. But till then... I'm just here in love while I live my life as the nerd I am.?. You'll find someone you. An sing the Pokémon theme with soon enough. I promise you. Just dab in my meantime xD. The best love experiences come totally unexpected. It's the beautiful entropy of life. ?

  • TCP
6 years ago

^ You can* stupid typos ?

  • Awkward Nerd
6 years ago

Thanks junior, I'm still waitin' and hope it happens soon.

I'm sorry Prince, heartbreak seems really, really terrible... I hope things work out for you, you're a wonderful dude who deserves greatness. Hope I find someone soon, and we'll definitely sing the Pokémon theme XD

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