I want to wake up and have someone be the first thing in my mind. Fall asleep thinking about them. Go through the day with them never leaving my mind, looking forward to the moment I can see them again. I want to be excited to live. I want to be there when they need me, just as they would be for me. I want to go through life with someone always by my side. I want this lonliness to be gone forever.
I want to feel those feelings of love that I have barely scratched the surface of, to explore those feelings, explore the world, explore ourselves with someone.
But is there a someone out there for me?
Or am I bound to lonlieness forever?
~Awkward Nerd
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