For the first time last Thursday, I witnessed you cry in front of me. And it broke my heart.

You told me you wanted to talk me because you felt like you were already falling out of love. You felt no excitement, no sparks whenever you see me anymore.

You told me that you wanted to break up with me -- but couldn't do it because seeing me reminded you that you still love me. At the end of our conversation, we decided to work on us. 

But why does it feel like this? I know it has only been a few days but why does it feel like I'm the only one working for us? Am I settling with what you can give? How long should I wait before I decide to let you go?

I honestly don't know anymore. All I want to do is cry because I can't seem to do anything to pull you back. But I love you so much that even though it hurts a lot, I can't seem to let go.