People from my past don't see the good in me. The real me. They see me as a crime against femininity, a slut, crazy, someone they can constantly use as a punching bag for all their hatered. They see me as they want to see me not the way actually am. You know what fuck them. I know who I am and these people opinion and hate mean nothing to me anymore. I'm finally strong enough to not care and not leave it effect me.