I'm sorry but we would be the worst RomCom ever. If we were a movie, people would throw popcorn at the screen after seeing how it ends.

Open credits. Boy meets girl across the room, instantly falls in love. (clique and cheesy I know, but that's what happened.)

I (girl) fall in love with your family and spend my all my time there, escaping my own problems. You have a not so secret crush on me, I know but don't say anything about it, maybe cause we are 14 and I'm awkward.

We talk all day everyday, we see each other everyday. You start slipping into some bad depression. As you put it "I can always unload all my depressing shit on you and somehow you still leave with a smile. You're the only one I can talk to about this because I don't feel like I'm ruining you as well."

As we get older, I take you on your first date. We have a lot of fun, mini golfing and eating hamburgers and laughing at my bad driving. You are still my best friend. And I'll see you tomorrow at your house, we will watch Harry Potter and eat your mom's "famous french toast"

I start dating my first boyfriend and we stop seeing each other as much. I didn't realize I was killing you inside. But after 2 short months that ends and all returns to normal. You keep making any excuse to see me and I make it really easy.

This pattern continues for a while, I find a guy, you get upset and say you will ask me out then you lose the courage and never do. On New Years also your birthday, our friends are trying to get me to kiss you. I was hesitant, but as you were leaving I ran to your car ready to kiss you. I lost my courage and instead wished you a happy birthday.

A long while later, I don't see you as often, your depression is getting worse and I'm getting more worried about you. I wait outside of your house in my car waiting for you to get home so I can tell you I care and to give you a hug.

We are in your room, you are holding me in your arms, my stomach is sick with butterflies. Kiss me already, we have waited years. Just do it. Our lips almost touching, I leaned all the way in, the build up for this epic most awaited kiss has been like 10 minutes I swear. Our lips brush and my head explodes, my world goes white and I feel light headed with feelings. You pull away. We never kissed.

You start dating a great girl, I'm crushing on you. She breaks your heart and later you find out she is pregnant, with a girl, I will become this baby girls godmother on her fathers (your) side. You are heart broken and need space. I know this, and I date other guys now.

You get up the courage and have had enough of me not being yours. Everyone is rooting for you and I to be together for all these years.

It's 6 years after we met, you are standing at the alter. I'm in a wedding gown. My father is walking me down the aisle. It's a beautiful October day, the weather is perfect. I'm asked if "I do". My eyes meet yours, all our memories flash before me. You are standing 2 people behind my husband. One of the groomsmen. Meeting my husbands eyes I say "I do".

Credits roll. The End.

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  • anonymous lover
8 months ago

I'd watch that movie!

  • author
8 months ago

Would you hate us after? Haha, I still go to his house to see his baby at least once a week. I usually see him at the university too.

  • author
8 months ago

I found some old letters I wrote for him.

http://letterstocrushes.com/letter/639916

http://letterstocrushes.com/letter/559050

http://letterstocrushes.com/letter/629628

http://letterstocrushes.com/letter/629299

  • anonymous lover
8 months ago

What are your initials author?

  • author
8 months ago

K A W

  • Anon 2
8 months ago

Ohhh.... not who I expected to be 😭

  • JustMe
8 months ago

This was so well written and riveting to read. Thank you.

  • BlindlyinLove
8 months ago

i feel like i just intruded upon your love life. i would watch this movie too. and cry the whole way through.

  • DB
7 months ago

You, my friend, are a really good writer! I enyojed every word of it and I would definitely watch the movie. I don't think I'd hate you, I'd probably hate the fact that you never got the chance to get together but sometimes it's not meant to be. I hope you're both happy <3

  • K
7 months ago

im sorry for asking this but are you still in love with him? do you love your husband? do you love both of them?

  • T. Coffee Bean
7 months ago

I'd pay to see this movie, and I'd probably cry the whole time.

  • anonymous lover
7 months ago

WRITE A BOOK!!!! please

  • Author
7 months ago

Thank you all for the nicest comments! I do love my husband more than words could ever describe! I also love the other, but in a different way. He is family and my best friend and we both understand this. We see each other multiple ones a week and sometimes I even play his wingman and try to get him dates.

  • anonymous lover
7 months ago

Still a sweet ending!! I’m happy for you! ❤️

  • anonymous lover
7 months ago

Damn

  • anonymous lover
7 months ago

That’s so crazy, glad you found the love of your life. How did you meet him? Need more info, you’re such a great writer! ❤️

  • anonymous lover
7 months ago

Oh god...

  • anonymous lover
7 months ago

FUCKING PLOT TWIST

  • Someone
7 months ago

Kinda like La La Land though. Idk I'm just looking to find a way to be okay with this.

  • LY
7 months ago

I’m gonna save this for my kids in the future, reminding them to always feel the fear and make the move anyway

  • LY
7 months ago

I’m gonna save this for my kids in the future, reminding them to always feel the fear and make the move anyway

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