Life can crush you... well, love can crush you. In many different ways then one. When someone you love, says they don’t love you back, and never will, it’s bone breakingly hard to get over. Sometimes they don’t have to say they never will, you just know from their actions. 

I met this guy last year. I’ve had a bad history with guys, I have a habit of dating people who are more boys than men. But he, he was different. He listened to me. He cared about what I was saying and my views on life. He goofed around with me, made fun of me. He thought I was beautiful, and we grew to like each other. Possibly I grew to like him much more. But like other guys in my life, he left. He left me for another girl. Thinner, prettier, but a stone cold heart she had. Yet 10 months later, after he left me, he messages me at times. He leads me on. I listen to his problems, but when it comes to mine; He doesn’t seem to show any interest... he makes me love him. But I know, I have to move on. Because I deserve better, even though at times I don’t feel as though I do...