Hey W. It was your birthday last week and I was too scared to press the send button so here I am, in this site again-- still hoping. Still wishing. If I had enough courage, I would have messaged this to you:

"Happy birthday!

It's been 5 years since our rooftop talks but I hope you still remember. It was never a romantic kind of love that we had (at least on your part), but it was love all the same. Thank you for listening to all my ramblings, and extending your kindness and acceptance to me. That's something I'll never get to repay. 

Praying that you're genuinely happy with her or otherwise." - H