I love you. My family loves you. My friends love you. Everyone says we are perfect for each other. We lean on each other. Talk and joke with each other. Laugh together. Play together. Pray together. We are best friends. We have a lot in common and a lot of differences. We tease and argue but always with a smile. We can't live without each other, and yet I'm still not sure if this is a friend love or an in love feeling. I'm torn between the two. You have decided on the first. My heart hurts bc I'm not sure that's who I want to be. I've never been this close to anyone, but I'm afraid of things changing and us growing apart. I can't lose you. It would kill me. I don't know what to do anymore.