Well I guess that kind of closes the door on that chapter for good.

I hope.

I felt like I was over you, and then I was tugged ever so slightly back into your gravity.

That exchange, however, was pretty much confirmation that I have no business or reason to hold onto what was already there barest, fraying threads of hope.

I'm sort of glad, to be honest. I'd already closed the door once, only to peer through the keyhole this time and wonder.

Perhaps I did that to finally get one more glimpse before I board it up completely.


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  • Sure
5 years ago

I thought that too last week

  • OP
5 years ago

I dunno, this was one of the most painful crushes I'd ever faced, before it dissipated for months.

This recurrence didn't even feel that real, perhaps even half-hearted, on my part. It felt like one last gasp.

It's true that you don't know what will happen a day, week, or month from now, but I'm sort of at the point where I feel like it's not worth investing any more of my time.

  • Yeah
5 years ago

Just let it go for your own sake

  • anonymous lover
5 years ago

Chill out kate too much drama

  • anonymous lover
5 years ago

I had several relapses on my crush over the past several years. I had no business dragging it out as long as I did but I couldnt help it. Finally, she just started treating me so poorly (perhaps my own fault for persisting?) I had no choice but to let it go.

  • OP
5 years ago

@al1

Not sure who Kate is, but point taken.

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