We always long for someone to love us. We always want someone to give their unconditional love to us. At times, I crave for something stronger everyday. We crave for love, and lust like it's our last day on earth. We crave to be touched and to be held, but at times we can't even hold ourselves up.
I remember laying in bed thinking about how i'll ever find that person who can love and hold me like i've always wanted to feel. I can't stand being alone sometimes. I can't stand seeing "the one" roam around looking for me as well. I have a fear sometimes that I might never find the one for me. You may be far away from me. Miles and miles away from me. You're probably sleeping, or you're probably reading this because you're probably just as lovesick as I am.
Don't worry. When we have our first date, I promise.. i'll make sure it'll be the last first date you'll have with someone because i'll be taking you out on millions of dates that i'll cherish forever..
We'll move in together, have a dog or two. We'll have our first meal together in our first home. Just you and I.
We'll have our first fight, and who knows who will say sorry first. I just hope we get to cuddle in bed at the end of it.
We'll have our first sad time, and I promise you.. we'll always be there for each other.
We'll lay in the stars and look up at how beautiful they are, but we all know you're much more beautiful than the stars up above.
We'll talk about our days, and our pasts, and our secrets like we're one.
Lastly, we'll grow old together, and love each other.
Don't worry.. i'm trying to find you, and once i do, i'll know you're the one.
I love you.
~ From, your future lover, K.