We had such a great time today!

If I'm being honest, it went amazingly well, better than I'd expected. Hell, if, for the only reason being that I managed to spend a few hours with you without doing something awkward, I'd consider the whole thing a win. The actual fun we had was icing on the cake, and it was certainly a pretty delicious icing.

But here's the thing.

You made it painfully obvious a few weeks ago that this spark is mutual.

It's also now equally obvious that you only reveal this in certain settings... and that it doesn't mean you want to, or will ever act on these feelings otherwise.

So, I don't know where to go from here. If this attraction were one-sided, I'd probably take every opportunity to bask in your glow until this crush were to run its course.

But when it goes both ways and it's clear that nothing is going to happen...?

...well, I just don't know how you manage to handle it any better than I am right now, because I feel like I'm quickly headed down the path of being a total head case.