I feel like we are lifetimes apart

I miss you everyday

I hate that when I speak or think of you I speak in past tense

I haven't lifted a pen or paint brush in what feels like forever

I have done things I am so ashamed of, to forget you

I keep hoping for this miracle that you will see your way through to me

I don't know what it's going to take to get over this, and I think that is what frightens me the most. 

What is it going to take? 

-fasthands