Mmm if you only knew the effects you have on my body. I see your eyes. I know they wander to me from time to time. But why? Why do you do that if you have absolutely no interest? Why do your words keep solidifying that I am just a friend, yet your actions bring out the most primal feelings and instincts in me? Sometimes you make me feel like I never knew what it was like to be a woman before. Other times you make me feel like a plaything. Just another heart to toy with. Why do you do this? Are you as conflicted as I am? Or are you really this cruel? Or is it a bit of both?