I’m pretty furious with you for being so good at leaving it alone, as you put it.
But I’m more furious with my disgraceful status.
If I was ready from the start, I really cannot help but wonder if things would’ve been different in the best possible way right now.
I don’t know how the hell to speed this up.
It’s not like this happens every day. People are really fucking lucky if it happens ONCE in a lifetime.