I really wanted to test the waters.

Even though if I don't feel ready for a relationship right now, just go slow, looking like casual fling for now.

It hurts to know that my mom thinks so low of you.

"He's okay only as a friend. Not your boyfriend."

I can't judge you, 'cause I'm not there to see it.

Okay, this should be about me and my choices.

I just don't want to deal with drama, with "I know better" eyes glancing at me, I don't want to deal with the headache I'll get when she lashes out and points this over and over again.

The cliche.

I told you so's.

I just want to be still.

Without giving mind to it.