I really wanted to test the waters.
Even though if I don't feel ready for a relationship right now, just go slow, looking like casual fling for now.
It hurts to know that my mom thinks so low of you.
"He's okay only as a friend. Not your boyfriend."
I can't judge you, 'cause I'm not there to see it.
Okay, this should be about me and my choices.
I just don't want to deal with drama, with "I know better" eyes glancing at me, I don't want to deal with the headache I'll get when she lashes out and points this over and over again.
I told you so's.
I just want to be still.
Without giving mind to it.