I'm sorry I cut you off. I still feel so guilty about it. You never deserved to be abandoned like that, but I was in such an awful place that I thought pushing people away would help me.
I still think about you. I know that we can't get the relationship we had back, but i wish we could. I can't get over how happy you made me feel. I just wish I weren't such an idiot.
But I know that I have to let you go. We've both changed so much that I don't think we can truly be close again. So, this is it. I'm not going to write about you on here anymore. I'm going to delete the old bookmarked letters. I'm going to stop hoping that you'll talk to me. I'm going to let you go.
I hope you have a great life. You'll find someone so wonderful that will make you happier than I could. So...goodbye. Thank you for the fond memories.