Please just tell me exactly what you think of me. I hate this feeling of being anxious every time I see you, and feeling like you're ridiculing me and disgusted with me for being such an idiot and a loser. The situation was just wrong. If things had been simpler then, maybe I would have become closer to you like you wanted. I'm sorry, and I hope that if you like that girl, she makes you happy.

- the one who just wanted to be your friend, and maybe more