Someone told me once that if you make up dialogue with someone in your mind, it's your subconscious telling you something that you won't believe from yourself.

I imagined talking to you and you were telling me how you knew I was scared to do something but you pleaded that I don't let you get away because of fear. But I replied that I'm so hurt and broken that I dont know if I have room for anymore love. Then you out a hand on my shoulder and asked me, "Do you love me?" And I didn't answer. Then someone walked in.

I think my subconscious was asking me "How much am I willing to risk for you?" The answer? I dont know. But its a lot.