Hi,

You're probably wondering why am I here and why am I writing a letter for you in this page. I just want to say thank you for everything you've done for me. I know that the thank you's between us are normal knowing we both are so thankful to have each other but I want you to know that I mean it every time. You've been someone so special and so important to me. You've been the person I go to when I'm down and even if I'm not saying anything, you just know. I don't know how, but you just know. You always make sure that I'm okay and happy and smiling and you are just so precious. So so precious. You are one of the most beautiful things ever happened to me and I'm forever grateful that even if this won't last a lifetime, you will always be planted in my heart forever. I don't normally say these things to you because we both know why. There's this invincible line that we both can't cross. I want to thank you and show you how much you mean to me but I can't. You know if I can, i'll do the craziest things just to make you happy all the time. Just to make you feel loved and special all the time. Because you deserve them all. You deserve every good and perfect thing in this world because you are the epitome of them all.

Even though I won't be the right person to give them all to you, i'll be happily watching from afar knowing you are happy.

And i'll be okay with that. I'll be okay because even if it will hurt me unimaginably, at least I know you are happy. At least I know you are getting all the love you deserve. All the love I can't give you.

Even if I wanted to.

-BN