hello again,

it's been a while.

I had almost given up on you, in fact I may have.

then, out of the blue, there you were. standing next to me, talking to me.

I don't think I'll ever be able to explain to you how my heart swelled with joy.

I am so damn lucky. We walked together along a path I've walked on day by day hoping to see you, and YOU started the conversation. maybe you do care about me...

then, I saw you the next morning, and you sat right next to me. you smelt amazing which caught me off guard because I was already overwhelmed by how perfect you are, and you talked to me for the whole bus trip. you have the most beautiful smile and voice and face and I just want to get to know you. so, so bad.

the moment when you got up to let me get off the bus, I smile every time I think about. feeling safe so close to you. wow. I don't think I'd cope if you actually hugged me.

i haven't seen you for a week now, other than from afar, and it's breaking my heart a little bit more every day because now I actually have hope.

i truly believe we're perfect for each other, so I guess I'll just have to be patient and see if I'm right.

until I see you again, you'll be in my thoughts and dreams,

green eyes