I felt - I mean, I still feel - like I had just been happily, innocently living my whole life only to have it suddenly, accidentally but unavoidably interrupted by you. Like a rock can travel in the emptiness of space for millions of years and then, bam, it hits another rock that happens to be there, too. In hindsight, it had all been so easy until you somehow showed up, out of nowhere. Even though nothing happened but whatever those conversations were. Yet within seconds I was deep in your thrall. And when all was said and done, and that wasn't much, you didn't understand that. You didn't understand that meeting you hurt me, disturbed me, shook me to my core. You didn't understand that if I had had a choice, I would've wanted never to meet you.

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  • anonymous lover
4 months ago

Fuck, this so describes my current situation...

  • anonymous lover
4 months ago

And me

  • anonymous lover
4 months ago

when we look into each others eyes it's like a connection I have never experienced the intensity of before... I feel like I have always known him but I hardly do at all objectively. It actually hurts especially as I can't discuss it with him

  • anonymous lover
4 months ago

^^^^^^^

Same!!!

  • wanderress
4 months ago

AW why not? its not so often we get to experience this exhilarating feeling. It may seems helpless but think about it, it will help you to know more about yourself and grow :)

  • anonymous lover
one month ago

The third comment is so relatable. I can’t forget the feeling.

  • ^
one month ago

I agree. Also the feeling and connection makes it hard to let it go.

  • anonymous lover
one month ago

Yup. Couldn’t agree with you more. ^

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