You made it perfectly clear to me that you felt nothing for me in that way, even though I was under the impression that we both felt the same about each other for the months that we had got to know each other. Then in January you sent me that message...you didn't even want to be friends with me anymore. Why I still have feelings for you is crazy, and why I don't want someone who actually feels something for me is also beyond my belief. You talk to him/meet up with him, so why should I feel any guilt what so ever?

I'm still in deep I guess.