I wrote them down.
The words that have haunted me.
The thing I wake up screaming too.
I feel so unsafe.
I’m so paranoid. With everything.
I can’t shake it from my memories, I can’t stop my mind from spinning.
how he used me.
And I wasn’t awake to stop it..
It’s burning me from the inside out.
But I said those two words. Out loud.
And with many tears in my eyes and a blade in my hand...
I wrote them on my body.
Now they will remind me of my reality.