I just want to be close to you.

I want to run my hands through your hair, I want to give you the biggest hug and have you hug me back. I want to just? Talk to you? I love it when we do, and wish we talked more. I want to be someone who listens and laughs with you.

Do you see me? I mean. I know you do. But you *see* me? Is this accidental eye contact we make a mutual thing? Are you seeking me out? When I enter a conversation and you start running your hands through your hair, is that nerves?

I don’t know. I want to know.

I want to do something about these annoying persistent stupidly affectionate feelings.