Look I am so sorry for developing feelings for you. Ok that is putting it mildly. You are an all consuming love for me. ...I never intended for this to happen, and when it started happening I tried everything in my power to stop it. That only made me more aware of how deeply I had fallen for you. ....I know we can never be, and I love you so much that I am perfectly willing to suffer in silence while you love another, just so I can be part of of your life, and still call you, my best friend. I am such an idiot. What is wrong with me?! ?