I hate when I see you because it's a constant reminder of how we will never be how we were before; it's like I never want to see you again so that I can move fully on, and yet at the same time, whenever I don't see you I miss you.

There's still so much I wish I had said to you, but it's all too little, too late. I need to try and just focus on my life how it is now without you being part of it anymore.

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  • anonymous lover
one month ago

What if there is still a chance to tell them?

  • Writer
one month ago

Even if there was, there's really no point. There's still so much hurt and upset around it, so I think it's a case of some things are better left unsaid. I'll always have love for her and care about her but from afar instead

  • anonymous lover
one month ago

Why no point? I understand your point, but have you ever considered what she wants? What if she wants you in her life? Would still walk away even if you knew?

  • would you*
one month ago

  • anonymous lover
one month ago

If she still wanted me in her life she would of made it clear to me by now surely? I miss her to the point I can't hardly look or speak to her if I see her because it just hurts. She doesn't make effort with me either, so I just let it be how it is

  • anonymous lover
one month ago

Did she ever initiate a conversation with you?

  • anonymous lover
one month ago

She used to, but not anymore

  • anonymous lover
one month ago

What if she has the same thoughts as you...she tried initiating conversations with you but nothing came out of it? Just trying to look at both sides here. I was kinda in a similar situation and I do regret and did not act on it enough.

If you lover her, are you willing to fight for her? Or you prefer waiting for her to make a move? Have you ever made it clear to her that you like her?

  • anonymous lover
one month ago

I sense a whole lot of unsaid things, miscommunication, and fear of rejection here. And It’s all normal, but you two deserve a chance

Try talking to her one on one

  • anonymous lover
one month ago

Wow are you me? Going through the exact same situation..

  • CD
one month ago

Hey. I'm sure this isn't the same person I'm thinking of, but even if I'm not the girl you are talking about the concept is the same. This guy I've liked for a long time - maybe you, maybe not. We got in a fight. Bad. And now its awkward to see him and I want to talk to him but I don't know what to say. And I don't want to bother him if he really doesn't want to talk. So let me just say this - talk about it. Be real. Don't avoid the awkwardness. Because maybe that's all she wants. Is for it to be resolved. :) Lmk if you get this, I hope it helped.

  • p
23 days ago

Same sentiments. I'm on this phase right now trying to get used to the fact that he won't initiate anything with me anymore.

I just hate it when he talked to me for months, constantly giving me attention then all of a sudden he just stop doing that.

Actually, it's already a cycle. Got used to it. But the pain still lingers everytime he suddenly stops.

But yknow what, sometimes i want to get out of this cycle, trap or whatever he put me into but the fact that he needs me in those times is still a thing that kept me going not to let go of him.

*sigh i know damn self

  • JJ
7 days ago

If your writing about her on a page like this, it’s more than likely you think about her way too often. You can’t read her mind, so why assume? You only live once why let her decide what she wants based on what you want?

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