I have a lot of emotions going on in regards to you. I don't know how I feel at all. I know I care about you a lot, but I also got hurt pretty badly. I know you want to try to make things work, but I just don't know if we can or not. I want to, but I need to feel like I can trust you. It just seems like you're still holding a lot back and that bothers me. If you want me, tell me the truth. If you don't, tell me that as well, but please stop leading me on if you can't make up your mind. It hurts but my heart just won't let you go no matter how many times my brain tells it that this is a really bad idea