I didn’t realize it was possible to want someone so much. Or. I did, I guess. I just didn’t think it would ever happen to me.

I want to talk to you. I want to know you, to laugh with you and share more than the fleeting glances and jokes and brief exchanges we have now.

Every new thing I discover about you just intensifies it. Yesterday wasn’t even anything special, but spending that time with you in a small group had my head spinning. we weren’t even alone. Why are you doing this to me, N? Do you feel any of this, or am I just delusional. I need to know.

-A.

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  • Anon
4 years ago

Is N a guy or a girl? Because if N is a guy it really depends on his name, but I met a guy in my senior year of college who’s name was NRJ and let me tell you he was a dipshit. Hopefully this N you know is actually a sweet heart. I was just curious, because my name begins with an N. I’m female though.

  • OP
4 years ago

Yeah, this N is a guy. Don’t know what you mean by ‘it really depends’ though, I think it’s rather unlikely that our paths would have crossed/that we’d know the same ‘N.’

This guy is truly a nice one, though. I’ve seen how he is with his family, and his friends. He’s a goof, but he’s kind and surprisingly gentle and just. Really nice. <3

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