Humans are pack animals by nature.

Love is a risk.

But it is why we are born.

Don’t let anyone tell you differently.

Hang in there.

You can say that again

I've lived my life being so terrified of everything and intimacy s is one of my biggest fears

I am working on it now because I know it's better to share your life with someone

You are not the only one, I feel like this too. I genuinely like the freedom of being alone and am totally comfortable with the way things are. It’s the other people that constantly make me question if I’m failing life by living this way.

Don't you sometimes crave emotional and physical intimacy?

Sometimes, yes. But I guess I’m just so used to being alone I don’t know how to miss something I’ve never really had.

I've never had it as well but it's like this inate sense of wanting to to be held and desired as well as always having someone you can completely trust.

It must be nice finding that

Completely agree with you there, OP.

I'm in the same boat.

It is scary, but hopefully it'll be worth it someday.

all you have to is decide you want to share your space with someone and be willing to learn from someone else about yourself and realize they are only a mirror

The sharing my space is what gets me..

you are a total prize. Like it would be a super priviledge that you decide to get intimate with someone. I say keep on

I kind of sense a easter feeling in your letter, I can feel the serenity by reading it

to Al, are you a guy?

I didn't quite get what you mean by easter

Thank you though, I'm saving myself for someone worthy...so until I find him,I'll just keep working on myself